One year later..

And it still hard to believe. No matter how hard I've tried to come to terms with it, its still unreal.

I lay here in my bed for the last 3weeks. So like you when it comes to my health. I want to live for Joanna only which is why I've decided to go to the ER tonight and face my fears.

While I miss you so much Momma, I need Joanna and I do want to do all I can for her. I just ask God to give me another chance.