Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Tough love is so hard.

Michael moved out a while ago.

Today I was visited by a truant officer. He was checking on a claim of domestic violence. I told him the truth that he didn't live here anymore and was with the neighbors. I kinda hinted that if anything was wrong, he would move back in with us.

Well, my sister and he spoke to someone at school and he has two options. Move back in with me or move back to Mesquite. Well, he could stay if by Monday, the neighbors apply for school guardianship. I don't think they will and Michael will think nothing of it to ask it of them.

If he were to ask me if he could come back. I will still say no and cry afterwards. I feel like he has nowhere to go. But, I also feel like its his own fault. Not 100% but, 95%.

I just hope he doesn't make the wrong decisions.

He feels like no one loves him but what it is, is that no one loves him the way HE wants them to love him.

What we've done is not good enough. And I feel like a failure in trying to make him understand.

SIGH, SIGH AND A BIG SIGH.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

It is a hard thing watching a child fall and not being able to help. He needs to learn he is the one in control of his destiny and so far he isnt doing a good job. God helps those who help themselves.
~Monk~

Anonymous said...

It is a hard thing watching a child fall and not being able to help. He needs to learn he is the one in control of his destiny and so far he isnt doing a good job. God helps those who help themselves. ~Monk~

Bogdanrzvt said...

It is a hard thing watching a child fall and not being able to help. He needs to learn he is the one in control of his destiny and so far he isnt doing a good job. God helps those who help themselves. ~Monk~