I tried to explain to Joanna about adoption to see how much she understood.  All she knows is that she has two mothers.  I was too choked up to go further.  Slowly but surely.  Step by step.  My heart breaks.
If it were up to me, she'd never know.  I want to be the only one.  Selfish?  Normal?  Who the heck knows?
My in-laws are ugh.  I have to beat them to it.  And I'm angry about that.
I'm so angry and tired and sad and selfish............
45 Years
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Exactly 45 years ago today I was given life. I was given the opportunity to 
become someone. To mark my place on earth and leave a legacy behind.
It was *We...
10 years ago
 






1 comment:
Your OK Daniela its only natural for a Mom to not want to share her child with another woman. But I think you have taken a very important step, sooner or later she will find out. You can tell her you chose her because she is so special or something like that.
~Monk~
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